New Beginnings

I want to start writing again, It's good for me. Journaling. Too many thoughts in this mind. In this heart. It's raining. I am on my 6th day of jet lag and still feeling it. A little less this morning. I had an amazing trip in Japan, I want to go back, missing it a lot. Especially the food and purity of the culture. It was a great trip and so glad I did it. Now, it's time to focus on Ecuador. That will be great too. I will make it great, with my apartment close to CANVOL, riding groups, etc. I don't need to be close to the city.  I'm grateful for... - family - Justin - work - my health

 I had 2 dreams that were vivid lately. Red balloon that wanted to have sex with me and I felt uncomfortable. Susi was behind it and I caught her, I screamed, why are you doing this to me. Why are you hurting me, I found pictures of mommy on a horse and put together that she left home when we were little in 1994 (I was 14), to ride horses to help with her depression, I remembered that she was depressed.