Red Underwear
I talked to Marcela for a little bit yesterday, and somehow we ended up taking about my therapy sessions, and dreams, and she said she was sexually assaulted. She mentioned it was him, the one mommy mentioned poppy was worried about. The guy with three fingers. I don't remember him. He had red underwear and picked up Marcela and leaned her against his dic several times. She said it was hard. She told mommy, and then told her not to tell. She never saw him again. She was 9 so I must have been 7. Red from the balloon. Marcela from my dreams. There it is. Where do I come in though? Did this happen to me? I had a bad night last night. I got sick all over again it seemed. It feels like covid, but maybe the flu. I am still feeling pretty sick now. Must be the flu. I hope it leaves my body soon. Yesterday I told my direct reports that I we had to cut staff. They weren't happy, angry even at HQ. Rightly so. I'm grateful for... - family - love - Justin - doing to Ecuador soon - ne...