Avoidant Attachment Style

I finished watching Adolescence with Justin yesterday. I wonder what we will do now. Will we watch something else, or stop here. Will we keep calling each other. Is that ok? I think so. We are friends. But, does he? Maybe I should have that talk with him. I don't need boundaries. I miss him. I want to talk to him every day, but because it's a habit. All my focus has been going to that. How will I focus on something else if I keep talking to him. I don't know. I just don't know what I need to do right now. I like the comfort of talking to him. Is that ok? Or is this a situation where I need to get out of my comfort zone. And there it is. Avoidant Attachment style. That's me. could that be why I pushed Justin away. Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe I'm just not into him. Or maybe it is what this says. I pushed him away because he was becoming reliant on me. I was carrying him. Maybe that's why I like him more when he shows me he has initiative and drive. But, it could be why I pushed Sean away. 

I'm grateful for..

- Friends and family

- Freedom

- My health

People with the avoidant/dismissive attachment style tend to have a positive self-view and negative one of others. Consequently, they prefer to foster a high sense of independence and self-sufficiency–especially on an emotional level.

Someone with the avoidant attachment style tends to believe that they don’t have to be in a relationship to feel complete: They do not want to depend on others, have others depend on them, or seek support and approval in social bonds.

Adults with this attachment style generally avoid intimacy or emotional closeness, so may withdraw from a relationship if they feel like the other person is becoming reliant on them in this manner. They also tend to hide or suppress their feelings when faced with a potentially emotion-dense situation, such as conflict.

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