Tough Week

It was a tough week. I'm tired. Tired of stupid issues. I think I will be ready when I'm done with this job. I know I will. Ready for what I don't know, but not this, Ecuador work culture has been tough. Little know it alls. Ann is good to have around but man is she emotional. She carries a lot. I am glad I can support her. Two volunteers were moved because of mental health issues. Hopefully they will be happier now. Staff pulled on my leadership strings too. I can feel insecure when they ask me things like what's my vision, or making decisions without me. It's exhausting, but I care less than in Panama. 

As for Justin, that's fading. I am getting a little more clarity. He wasn't right for me. We weren't right for each other. I still love him, and miss the comfort of talking to him every day. I don't know if that will end or not. But, I need to stay open for my person that will hopefully come along soon.

I haven't really wrapped my head around home yet. I guess I will just play it by ear. Spend time with family, ride, read. 

I'm grateful for...

- life

- my job and being busy this week

- having today off

- family and friends


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