Here

Well, here we are. Monday, again. I will be ok. I will heal soon. I just need to make it until tomorrow. That's three days. I am not sure what happens then as I can't bike until Thursday but let's see. I will walk here after this. And then at lunch try the gym. I'll have time. It will be ok. I am actually looking forward to going home. It will be nice to take a break and see everyone. Mostly just to play every day by ear. I need that right now. I also need to remember what the podcast said yesterday. I am where I need to be. Tomorrow isn't it. Yesterday isn't it. It's here. I enjoyed yesterday. Went to the artisan market, listened to a podcast, walked, got a massage. Rested. It felt necessary. I was here. 

I'm thankful for...

- My healing process

- My health physically, emotionally, and mentally

- Ann as my co-worker

- Sonja and connecting with her yesterday

- Patty and how much she cares about me 

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