Tarot Reading

I went to the tarot reader yesterday. She spoke fast. It was good though because she validated a lot of what I've been thinking. Here are the things I remember.

- Prepare for when this job ends. Either with learning or job searching. It will be hard so prepare now. (look at schools).

- Check your thyroids and blood. Something might be off there. (call health center for panel order).

- Your mom is ok, she's strong. It's your brother that needs help. (call Nito more).

- Do the masculine activities you like. Hard things. Climb mountains. (sign up for some more mountains, Tim).

- The nurse idea sounds interesting, but it won't be your source of income. It could be added to it. 

- This is your year. Stay put. Don't travel too long. Maybe one trip for fun. This is your year for love, family, friends. (don't take home leave - stay in Ecuador) 

- Wait until May to get a dog 

- Your love with Justin needs to end (end the relapse) and then more opportunities and men will show up,

- I will find real love, with someone younger than me who has lived similar pain.

- I was sexually assaulted, which is why I have hard relationships with men.

- Maybe in the future try San Pedro.

- Writing a book will be healing for you, and will take a few years to finish. You will put it down and pick it up with time. 

- There is a niece or nephew that really loves me. (Lorena) 

- Do a retreat 

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