Feeling Greateful

I feel lucky. I have my family. Sisters that love me. Patty as my best friend. Life. Friends. A great job. A place to live that's nice. y health. A cyclig community. Financial security. All that is missing is love, but that's ok. I don't know if I'm ready sometimes. I need to heal more I think. There is something missing. Something I'm not remembering. Marcela reached out yesterday reminding me of my friend Annie when I was like 6. I don't remember much. I was that age though 5 or 6 when teh healers tell me I was sexually assaulted. I wonder where that was. She had lots of brothers. That I remember. They were playful. I am adjusting to teh altitude again. Headache. I am thinking about Ayaguasca again. Maybe this is my year. Let's see what Andrea says. If she has a good session maybe I will consider it. I think it might be the healing journey I need.

I'm grateful for...

- Life

- Friends

- Financial security

- Family

- My health physically mentally and emotionally

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