Fer

I'm going on a ride with Fer today. It should be good. I like hanging out with her. I have a new friend, like Sonja. Tomorrow should be interesting. It's funny how Andre's comment about margaritas made me anxious. I haven't talked to mommy in a while. I can call her this week. It's been a busy week, but a good one. I like being busy at work. I need that. Hopefully that will continue. I am still talking to Sergio. He's almost at this destination, Ushuaia. I wonder if he will come back to Quito to meet me. I like him. I don't want to get my hopes up though. I have to keep trying on bumble. Things didn't work out with Sebas, but at least I got a second date. I am not going to overthink why there wasn't a third, and I will settle with he is just too busy. That's all that was. Weird though, not one message. It's probably for the best. 

I read somewhere that when you are about to go through a big change, the universe tests you. I wonder if it's testing me with Justin. He's not gone, he's not dead in my mind like the tarot reader mentioned needs to happen. We ended though. There's nothing there. No feelings. I want to meet someone here. Someone I can go out with, feel calm with, be connected to. 

I'm grateful for...

- Life

- Love and hope for it

- My health physically, mentally, and emotionally 

- Family

- Friends 

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