Sharks

I dreamt that me, patty's and Marcela jumped off a cliff in the water and were bit by sharks. It was scary seeing the fins, we started swimming and then we one by one got out of the water and were patched up. I was the worst. Then, I was trying to figure out how to tell Matt that I had to cancel. He was in my dream so there is something there. I have been defensive lately, feisty, angry. I don't know why but I feel like I lost my kindness for a bit. My gentleness. My grace. I am regretting this apartment quite a bit. I think that will change once this office move is underway though. I think it's time I get a therapist, or try ayahuasca. I know there is something I need to uncover.

I'm grateful for:

- life although fragile

- love

- hope for healing

- Justin

- family 


When you dream about a shark, it is an indicator that you are harboring the following feelings: ruthless, fierceness, hostility and anger. It is not uncommon to see a shark in a dream when you are going through a period of dangerous emotional outbursts - which could be dangerous to those around you. When I have encountered this dream it normally indicates a representation of someone in your life who is unscrupulous and greedy.

Here’s what all these suggestions could add together too overall message from these mysterious creatures; never lose sight of gentleness no matter how hard things may become yet always stand firm with caution if necessary but always provide yourself with needed nurture for self-care during challenging times whilst maintaining mercy and forgiving thoughts regardless!


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