Keep Committing

I had a great time in Panama, this time. It was different with Somja and Matthias. Connection. It's always about connection. Always. We stayed together, which was nice. I got to ride, which was even better. Had nice meals, went to casco, Gamboa twice, saw Mercedes, Carlos and Benjamin and Edgar and Fernando. Had some down time on the couch and by pool. I needed it, and 2 full ays was perfect. I didn't need more. I am proud of myself for going. It made our relationship stronger and I committed to it. That's what I want to keep doing. Doing what I commit to. Remember I committed for a reason. So keep committing. That simple. Keep saying yes. Next up...holiday party with Titos. I committed. I'm going. 

I'm grateful for...

- Hope for healing of anal fissure

- Getting to spend time with Sonja and Matthias in Panama

- My job and allowing me to go on adventures

- Family

- My health physically, emotionally, and mentally

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